february

 
It's March, yes the last month was February.
February..?? what's on your mind when it's February? valentine? short month? new semester, back to campus?
Yeah, it's been several years I make believe that there's must be something in February.. i don't know what is it exactly.. but i just feel special in everything related to February. I'm so interested in all Februaries.. every single thing.
it's just what i feel.. different, comfort, soft, little bit classy, sexy, powerful, shiny.
I do believe for 4 years and it keeps grow.
Time or maybe faith and destiny too always meet me to February. and i just feel like wow.. with no reason. just bcoz it's February. what the hell?!
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and then time goes..
February seems like be in my shadows whatever whenever however.
but this morning i try to recognize February deeply. open my eyes and i realized that 'WOW FEBRUARY ALWAYS HURTS'
i hate i hate i hate February. February always gives hope and i do love hope i am hopeful. but it's just in the beginning. at the end of the story: February hurts. too much.